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i may have failed orgo and need to retake it next semester ...
but today!
the entire canopy under the xmas tree is entirely filled up! with more presents for me coming yayayayayya :D::D:D
THEN i watched one tree hill,
drew a picture
and read sweet valley all night.
YAYAYAYAYAY :D
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| for all you nice people... T_T |
[23 Sep 2006|09:47pm] |
i got to thinking the other day. while i complain on a regular basis (like, hourly) on how GYPPED i feel. particularly from UWO, EBAY, CANADA POST, ETC ETCETC. it has lead to me believe that PAH, thats pathetic. i mean really, who cares if i lose a few dollars. it's not like i'd be affected in anyway if i didn't know that i lost it. Even if $100 got stolen from me and i didn't know about it, really nothing different would happen to my life. it's not like i'm on tight funds and paying rent.
so while browsing and watching infomercials.. (haha proganda, yes. but i'm a huge sucker. then i found out PETA was hypocritical) and being the philanthropist i am *cough* since i'm always saying i have no life, i thought i should use my time doing something important/nice due to lack of said life.
after some extensive research, i have prepared a niiiiice little unicef trick or treat campaign fundraiser (you know those cute lil unicef boxes all the kids get in halloween ^^) except its actually online :D below is the link, if you wanna be nice (pleassssse.) I started it off by donating $7 of mine, and i'm not asking for much... just $5 from you actually does make a huge difference to orphaned children around the world who can't afford schooling and coping with AIDS. eee makes my life sound so good lol.
the folliwing is only a few examples of what your $5 can be used for.. (rather than me blowing it on shipping something from ebay... dammit)
(i stole this from somewhere so credit where applicable... i dont remember where XD)
1. Immunize 5 children against polio for life.
2. Buy 500 notebooks for children to use at school.
3. Provide 150 children with a year's supply of vitamin A to protect them against blindness and disease.
4. Provide 8 packets of high-energy protein biscuits, specially developed for malnourished children.
here is some stuff that happens globally, also stolen from said source:
Over 21 children under the age of 5 die every minute from preventable causes.
376 million kids around the world have to walk more than 15 minutes to get a drink of clean water.
121 million kids don't go to school.
1 child out of 6 in the world doesn't get enough food.
ANYWAY! here's the link to where you can make an online donation, if you have a credit card.. there are other noncredit card ways also. if you want, you can give me $5 cash and i can put it on my credit. it's in US funds so its actually $5.60 by today's currency exchange rate... but u can just $5 and i can cover the difference ^^
i assure you i am not getting anything out of this lol... as disbelieving as that sounds :D, so if you give a crap, please spare $5 and help a kid in need *CORNY WENDY! grin*
http://www.unicefusa.org/totonline/zhuwish
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[05 May 2006|01:23pm] |
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my weird dream last night went down like this:
many of us were all being held captive in this building, but we had no idea where we were, or what building it was.
people were getting killed. my parents were killed, others parents were killed. we were all trapped in a main room for a long time as people were slowly killed off by these nazi people, whoever they were.
doors were shut off so we couldnt get out of the room. all that was left were girls. one of them managed to break through a door that led down a hall of bathrooms, so a bunch of girls ran off into the bathrooms, and i really had to pee so good.
all of us were crammed hiding in stalls. soon enough one of these killer men tracked us down and was just in the girls bathroom as we were in the stalls. he was calling us out alphabetically to get killed. there were maybe about 12 of us, all with surnames Wong or Wu or Young. He tracked down someone with surname Young and she leaves with him. Obviously i would be one of the last, since i'm Zhu. One girl there i was talking to had a surname beginning with M and she managed to escape.
Christine (my floormate) was there, for some reason. and her last name began with P.
those in the main room were under constant watch so they couldnt take out a cell phone and call for help.
i tried to quietly within the stall, trying not to make the ringing too loud. i dialed 911 and was put on hold for a while, and attempted to whisper that we were being held captive, but eventually i got too anxious and hung up due to being scared of death :P
when the nazi dude walked off to bring "Young" to the main room, we again scrambled down the hall to yet another girls bathroom stall, and it was me and christine in the last stall trying not to be seen by skidding into a corner. she takes her phone, and she dials back. when we get a hold, another girl is frantically yelling. the police trace our call and tell us the address we are on. it was like 6-somethingsomething meridene. (so i can recall...) we have no freakin idea where that is, or how we got there.
our stall door slams open and this killer dude goes crazy after he finds out we got our call traced. he is randomly shooting every girl at this point. it was pretty bloody, if my memory serves me correctly.
i think i survive, and i think the police come evenutally, but that is all i can remember because i wake up at this point.
it was quite freaky, i must say o_O
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[19 Jul 2005|01:08am] |
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the following is very opinionated. so don't kill me. in any case, i just can NEVER understand the harry potter craze. CANT UNDERSTAND. it's nothing special to me. the story is redundant. when i read it [forcefully] in 7th grade, i found it the most juvenile novel i've ever read. and i was turned off from there. so if i see ONE MORE lj entry about HBP or "spoilers," i will go CRAZY. thank you.
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[17 Jan 2005|04:38pm] |
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lol *sigh* nostalgia. i miss childhood so much. stone and i showed pics on webcam, and laughed. good times
( baby photos )
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| #1 Dead Poetic - Glass in the Trees |
[27 Nov 2004|02:31pm] |
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Round #1
Dead Poetic - Glass in the Trees
1) Download the mp3 by going to my Yahoo!Briefcase
2) Username is: lj_mp3
3) Password is: livejournal
4) Go to the folder: lj_mp3
5) Click song: Glass in the Trees
6) Don't screw around with my account :D
( LYRICS )
</i>Wendy Says
~did i ever tell you of this fear i had? ok i'd hate it if i got into a fight with someone i really, really cared about, and just felt GUILTY about it, but too much pride to apologize~ and then have that person die without knowing how i felt. And i can sorta feel that happening in this song.
"I don't want to come back here, to this place.
It's a cold that only comes from blaming yourself for two decades wasted.
And I don't want to come back here, to this place.
When it all just repeats in my head again, and I cannot stop it."
~ the MAIN idea here is him visiting the death site of someone important. a friend i suppose. and although it's been years, he still blames himself. the death was through a car crash, and if they were in a fight or something, he/she [the driver in the crash] would be too anxious to drive, thus = crash.
"And the glass in the trees, and all you left here,
Reflects everything that I missed."
~Glass from the car, flying into the tree that it crashed in. "reflects-" a DOUBLE ENTENDRE! [hahn hahn lmao sorry i had to add it] reminding him of that person.
"And the pavement is still warm from the tires.
I can still feel the fright that the night brings.
Every song that you'd sing.
And I won't ever come back here to this place."
~ok, after many years the pavement aint gonna warm anymore. but its him expressing that it seemed like yesterday, or something... not that corny lol. Same idea in that second line, "i can still feel the fright" because it doesnt seem so long ago.
"All I ever do is picture you smiling, and then picture you leaving."
~i guess you could say, "smiling" = before the breakup/fight; "leaving" = after, then the dying and such :P
"I'll try and make it up to you."
~ah, the "its my fault you're dead" idea. there's no way he can make it up to someone who's not there, but he can atleast not make the same mistake twice right?
"They've cut down the trees to try to forget you.
But I took a vow to never forget you."
~i think that's pretty clear, unless it's a metaphor. i'm assuming there actually IS a tree. unless the tree represents something intangeable, which i doubt. nobody wants glass in their trees eh?
"If you're still here, then we're waiting."
~he/she's not there, you can't wait for someone who's not there.
"We'll wait for you to come back home to the broken little foes.
Until the guilt grows and grows."
~err... i'm not so sure about this one. could he be addressing himself as a "broken little foe?" but the guilt part is a given...
"When the time that's wasted comes back to haunt me.
And I'll deserve every bit. because I'm not spiritual yet."
~the time between death and now is "wasted time" because he never stopped thinking about it. and since he blames himself, he deserves such torture. i donno about the spiritual part, help
"I'm just reading the lines they gave me from the pulpit.
And it's not fading off, we remember the years.
As we sift through the laughter to find all the tears.
And I'm not worthy of grievance, I did nothing to prevent this.
And standing at your grave, I could have caused this."
~at the funeral he was responsible for the eulogy, and while reading it he still recalls everything. but he feels he doesnt deserve to be giving the eulogy of the person who's death is his own fault. and WHOA i didn't read the last line until now and apparently i'm right about the "blaming himself for causing his death" part ahahaha.
IN CONCLUSION
not a mainstream band, not a popular song, but i really like it. i'm sure no one's heard of it til now, but oh well. so if you have the time, download the song at the top of this entry, give it a listen, read those lyrics and argue the interpretation, add to it, or whatEV
until next week~ bai! <3
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[24 Nov 2004|04:28pm] |
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from rit_chan :D
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Step One
Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.
Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your LJ, or link to this post (it'll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.
Step Two
Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:
If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.
You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.
There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just... wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.
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k, as UNselfish as possible :D, i want
1) dead poetic - new medicines
2) guitar
3) LOTS of sanrio plushies- hello kitty, cinnamoroll, melody etc!
4) someone to draw me a picture
5) care bears :)
6) digicam
7) X/1999 manga
8) lion king/ mulan dvd :D
9) clothes
10) you! <3
XD;; i actually donno what i reallllyyy want.
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[27 May 2004|03:52pm] |
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( Read more... )
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| another one~ |
[15 Apr 2004|07:55pm] |
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Anyone who reads this, ask me three questions. You can ask anything you want -- you can even be anonymous, whatever! Then, post this in your journal allowing me and anyone else to ask you anything. Or not.
<<< taken from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) miluda
i like doin these things ^_^
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[11 Apr 2004|06:50pm] |
Reply to this entry anonymously.
You can say anything.
What you like/hate about me.
A story.
A secret.
A confession.
A fear.
A love.
Anything!
Post anonymously, and honestly.
<<< taken from lucidsky
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| FRIENDS ONLY~~~~ |
[04 Mar 2004|08:03pm] |
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yupyup~ i'm gonna be posting photos and sketches and i don't want everyone to see my ugly stuff~~ XD
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